my dear~ you must be strong. you have to avoid for being down. you have to do the great in you for not let her feel sad in you. she hopes to see your smile that always can see on your face.dear, i'll support you. don't give up easily. she needs your support now. your collapse will make her lost. she needs your supports while she struggling. she needs you all the way during the fight.dear cheers up. everything will be fine soon. believe me. miracles will always happen in you and her as well.be tough my dear. cheer up.
i love you.
on friday night, mh and stevie ask me out to yam cha at mcd. together with wp hm and fat chin. hm own a car, perodua kenari. i was shocked when wp told us hm own a car. i took a deep breath. i remained silence for few seconds as i was totally stunned.unbelievable that i have a friend who same age as me and now she capable to own a car. she pay for the installment which cost rm400 monthly. and the main point is this friend is a girl. i felt self-humiliation in me while i prasing her with a big smile. i was thinking "she can do it, and why not am i?" now i have to work my ass out without any hesitation and i believe it will comes true one day.
on saturday, i had been doing my assignments before i go for badminton on 3pm at suntex. for 1 week i did'nt meet ym xD i was wondering how is she doing during that week. wp drives me ws and mh go to badminton court. i thought only ym me mh ws and wp going for the play. when we reach i saw jq's car there and it tells me jq came too. surprisingly, nj was also there playing badminton. lol. i played with ym for for awhile and i sweat not too much. i was so tired to play. simply because i used all my time on doing assignments and lacking of rest. luckily there is enough energy for me to hold the racquet. or else i only sit on the side and watch them play. anyway, i very enjoy playing with ym and others. xD haha.. and i wanted to kiss ym before i go =x but i did'nt. because of shyness in me xD haha.. later, in night wei keat ask me to yam cha at mamak dong a.k.a. mmd. weng hon and wei yang also there. we chat till 2am plus. lol. after i back home i did'nt sleep until i finish my assignments at 7am. T_T
luckily, my classmate phone me and wake me up at 12pm. or i will continue to sleep like a pig. i went to my grandma house after that. i planned to study at my grandma house but it failed. i was distracted by TV. hahah.
now i at hostel already. haiz ~ tomorrow got class at 8am again. sien ah !!!!
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omg ~ once school opened after quarantine or close there are pile of works and assignments. within 1 week, perhaps less than than 3 days, few lecturers assign us to do presentations and paper works. and these all have to be done and hand in within this and the next week. exhausted life with lack of time to finish all the works. give me more time!! ahh!! anyone can teach me how to steal time T_T ?additionally, there are quiz as well. i did for the 4 questions with branches math quiz on wednesday. out of a sudden, my brain stucked and i stunned for few minutes. looking on the questions and dreaming. i wonder what the hell im doing to waste the time merely reading on the question but not starting to write anything. maybe is been a long time for me to handle exam? or im just a idiot who doesnt know what is going on during the hours? at last, i tend to answer some of the questions. on the moment, i was so regret that i didnt prepare well for the quiz still im telling my friends not to worry about such quiz. damn. now im really worry about my result. hopefully im not the person who get the lowest marks in class. finger-crossed.next week there will be a account quiz for our commerce class. this time i surely will study very very hard and answer every question perfectly. ahh!! have to continue with my assignments T_T chaoz ~end
