tomorrow

15 days exam going to begin tomorrow. i have been inactive for few days just because of i want to focus more on my studies so as i could pass with good grades and so that i would be able to go NEW ZEALAND to get my bachelor degree =D

today i asked Sin Wei to buy me newspaper, The Star, for the purpose of getting some information which i see that is useful for my essay writing tomorrow (english is the first subject to come). i read an article titled with "Set realistic target". i didn't finish to read the whole article but just the front part of it. it is about getting the right mindset before we sit for the exam. i felt that i'm on the right track as i'm highly motivated and i can't wait till the second i sit for the exam and finish it confidently. i'm thinking things in positive ways and even i speak positively so that the positive current flows through my entire body. haha. ironically, i'm not feeling like what people usually felt worried about sitting for exam and instead i'm so excited and feel happy that the exam is going to start tomorrow. you guys might think that i'm over-confident, over-motivated or over-excited. but this is me i think HAHA.

wish my friends who are going to sit for the exam and me luck =) i wish to see all my friends would be able to finish this exam well.

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i hate f*t

i went to the feast hosted by yee mun's sister. yeah for new reader, yee mun is my girl friend. xD muahaha. her sister named yee vone. tomorrow is her big day!! WEDDING!! i will attend the dinner at night and morning will be those chinese traditions like groom will pick up the bride, drink tea etc and yeah i will be there too. i only attend once wedding before. so this is the second time and this time im going with yee mun and her family, which is totally in a different situation where all the people there are not my relative. LOL. is a good experience i think and i could meet up some of their relative too o.O

just now my brother told me something about my body figure. my brother and i will share and talk about things like how to get fitter, become more muscular etc. then he told me my tummy getting bigger already. SH*T!! this is because i ate very full at the feast and made my stomach pops out so clear. i also feel that my butt is size of an elephant's butt. feel like want to use knife and cut that piece of flesh off. lol. i tried hard to control on my food consumption. i also did exercises but is in a irregular manner la xD haha. but still like didn't show obvious changes in me, i mean in the positive way-slim down. should have to work harder after my SACE exam. then that time i will be more good looking in wearing different type of clothes. this is one of my wishes. LOL. i believe i can slim down one day and hate the fleshy me (don't want to use f*t xD)

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blue trousers ~

i told myself before that i will never buy trousers with weird colours on it, like yellow, pink, red, light blue etc. but yesterday i had actually broke my promise made to myself and bought 1 with light blue colour!!!

i bought it at The Mines near balakong. it costs me for rm110 =.= lol. i bought it for the sake of our performance on the night of grand dinner. other of my friends who are performing will also buy it at different colours. i think it would be a very interesting performance on that night. xD haha.

few days ago something flashes in my mind. i wanted to blog it but the forgetful me never remember back what i have thought in the past. until yesterday before i buy this trousers, it reminds me back what i want to share with all of you. i was one of the members suggest of wearing this kind of trousers to perform and till yesterday i was wondering can we just change to other trousers. because it quite costly =.= and also i feel quite gay. haha. when i go and try out this trousers everyone was looking at me in a weird way. that time was the first time i feel a little bit of disgrace because their expression is like showing me "wow this GAY is going to try that blue trousers" =.= but after that i feel is nothing for me as what i want to buy is up to myself and is my choice, is my freedom. so i just walk out the fitting room and pay for this trousers. then somehow i was thinking about promises that i have made to my friends that "I'M DAMN DARE IN WEARING THAT KIND OF PANTS". and just because of this i recall back what i have thought about, PROMISES. in our daily life we encounter various problems and also questions by people. when they ask us something and we will think first before we answer them. occasionally we might not handle these questions seriously and might just throw back a random answer or PROMISE to questioners. and just because of this we have made promises to them. is very easy to say thing than do and work it out. we might find that it is relatively difficult to keep the promises we have made from time to time. slowly we will feel tired and want to give up in undertaking promise. hey dude, is like that de loh. this is the commitment u need to make once u keep one's word. for every promise, there is a price to pay dude. or else u just don't simply promise anything to anyone if u feel that it is hard to deliver. but once u have promised, u need to work it out.

"A promise made should be a promise kept"

                                          by Steve Forbes

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auckland's conditional offer letter xD

oh yeah xD i feel good ~ so good ~ so good ~ I GOT YOU !!!  HAHAHAHAHHA. two days ago was THE GREATEST ONE IN MY STUDY LIFE !!!! i never been so happy before while i studying. it was two days ago i received this letter from selset, an agency that being the middleman between students and university in New Zealand. before that, win yee called me for few times. that time i was in the washroom and so i didn't pick up her calls. i was curious that why win yee who calls me once in a blue moon has called me for so many times when i see that i have missed more than 3 calls from her. then i call her back straight after i saw the miss calls. she asked me about whether i have received the conditional offer letter from auckland university. then i went to check my mail and TA DA !!! it was there!! the offer letter was in my inbox!! hahaha. i was greatly delighted when i read through the letter. because the ATAR score has fallen from 87 to 85!! ATAR score is actually a grading mark for AUSMAT students who took SACE exam. in short, if the university require us to achieve an ATAR score of 85 instead of 87 to get a placement in the university, it means that the minimum entry requirement is lower!! xD i just have to get 85 over 99.95 in order to get into the top university in new zealand~ yeah, it is the University of Auckland~~ hahah. after that, i felt damn motivated to study and i felt like going to new zealand in the next second!!! maybe i was over confident, i feel that it is not difficult to get a 85 ATAR score for me. lol. guys, wish me luck in doing my SACE exam which will be started on 1 novermber 2010 and ended on 15 novermber 2010. i really wish to go to new zealand and get my degree there :D i really can't wait until the moment when im in KLIA and waiting for my flight to new zealand xD

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Photos of the fat-as$'s birthday

i know my posts have made u guys feel bored about it as there is no photo attached with it. connection in shah   alam was too bad until i have to wait for the whole day just to upload 1 damn photo. now i come back to cheras and i can upload much much much (x99) more more more (x99) faster than that. so be look forward to my future posts xD

here are some photos taken on sin wei's birthday using edwin's camera.

prepare to spank sin wei with the cream which smells worse than shit, dog shit cat shit mice shit human shit whatever shit u smell even better than that

nice.. camera xD

nasty and stink

the culprit who smashes sin wei

group photo [james was snapping the photo that time]

chicken wing, salty yet taste great xD tender ~

mess

shiau shuang's sexy pose xD

chee hoe addressed himself as wing man instead of satae 佬=.=

julius loves chicken wing. how do i know it so well? because he sucks the chicken wing like sucking a ..

hand made birthday card for sin wei

hey sin wei, happy belated birthday. xD so ..

.. F**K YOU !! HAHA

p/s: im not intended to use foul words but when im thinking of sin wei i feel like want to tell him the two words mentioned above.

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klang ;P

this morning 10am friend of sin wei, named kok chun, comes to shah alam and fetches us (sin wei, edwin and me) to go eat bah kut eh for brunch at klang. he is a  hilarious guy with a botak hair. nothing much to describe him because he is just like sin wei, very 废and搞笑. haha. oh yeah, he is damn rich from what i heard from sin wei. his father owns a few volkswagen which are the old type one for collection. o.O go back to our brunch, the bak kut teh was so damn nice and HOT. and so it makes me sweat, is normal for me =.= i sweat easily in any way. while we eating, we saw a very young guy who is aged around as us. he drives BMW. is a new 3series BMW. he is coming with his girl friend. it is so nice to drive a BMW when young because it seems quite yeng. LOL.

after that we went to eat friend chicken at bandar bukit tinggi before we go jusco. the chicken is fairly nice i think. i prefer kfc more. LOL. and we had beverages which like smoothies. kok chun chosen the black colour that taste weird weird de. hahah. kesien him. after we finished, we went to jusco and we were planning to buy clothes for our performance. but failed to find in jusco. so we end up didn't buy anything but only a cup of drink from mcd which shared by four of us and two ice creams by kok chun and sinwei. we only buy 1 drink because it can be refilled!! so like that we can save money after spending rm19 each person for our brunch. lol. then we come back to shah alam le. so hot la here. hot until i want to die. like i was in the hell right now. i feel better only when i sweat more because sweats cool me down. LOL. but feel uncomfortable. and i slept 2 hours after i come back. so is time to study le. feel like want to stab myself. very lazy to study ah!!!

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a family

something that i really want to share about after i had my dinner with my girl friend and her family last night. i knew my girl friend (yee mun, have to mention her name because she is significant to me xD HAHA) since the age of 14 and we began to be together since secondary 4. after something that has happened unexpectedly recently, i was then meeting her family in the very first time. it was last month that i met with her parents and siblings. yee mun and me used to have conversation about family, she tells me about her family and so do i. yee mun sometimes will complain that her parents was too strict and put too much attention on her. she says she was restricted to do many things by her parents and she feels suppressed. this indirectly makes me feel that her parents are fierce. haha. i comfort her sometimes by telling her that her parents were just too worry about her that make them become so protective because yee mun was the youngest child in the family. she feels better after that, i think o.O after i met her parents, i feel that they aren't that fierce. instead, they are the caring one. for me, i think that her parents are rational and considerate. they might just too concern of yee mun until she feels that she are over protected by her parents. while for her siblings, they are the caring one and sometimes they are hilarious. yee mun and her siblings are behaving just like close friend. they can discuss about anything without hesitation. although her siblings are elder than us few years away, we get on very well. they are informative too! xD

alright, last night we were having dinner together. they encountered some problems. they were sitting there and try to highlight everything that they need to do to overcome these so-called problems. they discussed together and everyone was actively participating in the conversation. and because of that they tend to come up with solution which is necessary. what i trying to emphasize is that interaction among family member is very important so that we are able to solve problems easily. communicate well with family members can enhance the degree of understanding among each other. if you don't want to reveal the truth and keep it with yourself and hide it in the deepest of bottom in you, then they won't know what are you thinking unless they can read your mind, LOL! the problem you faced won't just disappear in the air suddenly if you avoid it. your family, i believe is the closest people you can mostly depend on in the world. speak the truth with them and they surely will help you out in some way. you will never know how deep is your parents love you and how willing are they to lend you a hand, even handssssssssssssss. lol. so just go for it and speak with them :D

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the birthday boy, fatty bombom xD

is sin wei birthday today, the intruder who stays in my room now. edwin and me went to prepare for everything for tonight surprise. julius, chee hoe, han boom and ernest they come later to help us out. we bought 2 big bottles of water from giant and i was the one who brings it alone to the garden. and at that time there are many people waiting at the bus stop outside akasia to go to campus alive, an activity organised by christian. so hor i pass by them by carrying 2 big bottles and i felt uneasy of that because they are like starring me with the weird thought of "wow why is that guy carrying the 2 bottles to go garden? he want to jog with that 2 bottles ah? how stupid it is." =.= lol.

we set up the fire for bbq and it was quite successful. julius and me use a lot of starter and thats why we make it quite easy and fast. heheh. luckily we didn't dig a hole for bbq, or not i don't know when it will be done. haha. we even buy ridsect to chase away the mosquitoes xD after that the birthday boy comes and he was asked to make wishes. chee hoe and me show up suddenly while he is making wishes and spank him with cream. omg the cream smells like shit. i wonder why the cream is so stink. 很鬼胃. the f**king birthday guy wipes the cream on me. luckily the shirt i wore was just a cheap plak one. lol xD the birthday party ends after we play mafia suggested by chee hoe.

i feel very glad of getting scholarship and studying in intec. because i met another group of friends which is as close as my secondary school friends. at the beginning, all of us come here without knowing each other. but as time passes, we start to meet everyone here who is came from different places. then, we begin to know each other more. we come through everything and share every moment together and we create unforgettable memories too. we celebrate birthdays and some other important events together. we hang out when we are free and also after exam, this is a must. LOL. i wish all the precious memories here in shah alam will be the unforgettable one for all of us. although there are some bitter experience, like hot weather, exam, mosquitoes etc, these all are just nothing if were to compare with of having a bunch of close friends. hehe. love G8 xD

p/s: photos will be up later. network connection is too poor for me to upload it.

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Woo :D

finally i have done the last assignment, investigation paper!! haha. i do it quite cincai. but i think at least can get a B gua. i finish it at 2am last night and now i really looks like a zombie. although i sleep for more than 8 hours, i still feel tired. maybe is too hot here and make me feel lazy of doing things. damn freaking sien already doing this assignment. other classes have completed don't know how many zillion years ago and our class is going to submit on this friday. this paper started on second semester and should have completed earlier. alright, done for this. this has passed. and don't think for it anymore. just hand in and don't care about it anymore.

last night something flashes in my mind and i wanted to write it in my blog. i remember it was quite an important stuff and i has actually forgotten what is it about!! hmm.. i will write it after when i recall back what i thought last night. hehe. today is sin wei's big day. going to give him surprise later. i think this guy won't even shed a tear although he feels touch. lol. photos of his big day will be up soon.

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Gee

today i skipped class again. yes, is english class again. haha. recently i keep on skipping classes, i think most people also do that, because syllabus has completed. lecturers will leave the class early and they will give us exercises before they leave. so that means we can actually ask our friends to pass the exercises to us. like that we don't need to go and we can save more time. haha. xD time is precious =X especially when final exam is coming soon. lol.

i straight away went for dance practice from 1pm till 5pm plus. i think i did quite okey overall. just need more practices so that it looks smooth and clean. finally we finish to dance for whole song. hahaha. i think is very good already when we manage to complete the entire song since most of us are learning it without any foundation. hahha. good job guys =) i need to give credit to cheng yee for her great jobs that have done because i think she spent the most time to help us out in dancing. without her, i think we would probably not able to finish even the first half of the song. thanks ya ;P and also thanks others like shiau shuang, she is very good in memorizing the steps. i often ask her to show me the steps because i can't remember the steps well! and also sin wei, he makes fun all the time so that we won't feel bored during dance session. but he also distracts all of us at the same time. he very 乱 one. lol. really look forward to the day we perform. hahaha. wish us luck! xD time to toil hard hard liao. play hard liao, must study hard also. lol.

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Reactiviting

woo ~ after so long time i didn't write my blog. i deactivated my facebook because i feel that it drags my time. and part of it i feel that is quite yeng to deactivate it. haha. is just a personal feeling, don't condemn me like hell. i feel bored of doing the never ending assignment. and soon i will be having my major exam in the beginning of november. wish me luck T_T i want to FLY to new zealand.

I'm planning to compose a video about eight of us, i mean those close friends who i met in Intec here. i think it will be out after SACE. so, BEHOLD ~ xD and is time to continue with my assignment.

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